Once I came to the realization that GOD truly has my best interests at heart, I finally let go of a lot (not all, mind you, I’m still a work in progress) of unnecessary baggage — worry about my future, anxiety about how to accomplish things on my to-do lists (notice the plural), fear about being accepted or rejected, concern about growing ‘older’ and physical challenges — TRUST in the One True GOD, the Creator of the universe, set my mind at ease.
It’s not about TRUSTING Him in my human ability, but TRUSTING Him for WHO HE is — He is I AM. GOD is not who I think Him to be — He is far greater than my limited mind can imagine — He is the Alpha and the Omega.
I don’t think that I will ever be able to fully grasp all of that — but I do PRAISE Him for all of that.
He has proven Himself to me countless times throughout my life — and for all the times I’ve missed out on thanking Him, I bow my heart in humble repentance. I don’t ever want to miss out on the sweet opportunity to praise Him for His demonstrated love towards me. He has shown me that He can take one such as myself and redeem her for the good of those who are coming up behind her.
Titus Two 