This is hard for me to swallow today.
In fact, I waited until late enough in the day to scribble this ~~ to avoid the tears and pain that today has brought.
And yet, God says WHAT?! Be thankful for what has come ~~ ugh!
Feelings of gut-wrenching pain as your first-born and only daughter packs up her house and moves with her husband 2,500 miles away, taking with her your first unborn grandchild. Yes, Girlfriend, it just down right rips your heart in two. No matter how much I’ve asked God for a “change in plans,” His Ways were certainly not my ways ~~ nor His Thoughts my thoughts.
I. Must. Trust.
And even as I reach out and CRY out ~~ He remains ever present with me. No doubt, this is all beyond my limited human understanding ~~ and He knows that ~~ and He knows the agony and pain I feel …
I. Must. Continue. To. Trust.
So that all people will know what and Who I represent ~~ that I reflect what it looks like to walk in His Footsteps.
Today I will pray without ceasing ~~ today I will not be anxious ~~ today I will let Him hear my requests.
Today He will watch over my heart and mind.
I love you to Heaven and Back, Girlfriend ~~